Ok been a minute since I've blogged. Tried out my first christmas type m&p soaps. I used a way too much dye so the later is green or red but atleast its not staining. LOL I definatly can't sell these but I can give them away as secret santa gifts. I'll know better next time. I decided to use my jello mold with the christmas icons tree, star, and santa. I only made a star and a tree. The mold is made out of this hard plastic and the soaps were hard to remove but they came out pretty nice. I tried to use the stars as imbeds but they quickly melted. M&P soap kewls so fast though so I was trying to pour before it harded and I got soap all in my measuring cup. So my one star disappeared and the other got melted pretty good though you can barely see it since my soaps came out so dark. Atleast I got a nice swirl thing going on. I waited too long to do my xmas tree though. Most of the dye ended up in the center and the rest was clear. LOL. Oh well. I don't know what to do with this soap besides give it way. I'm not too happy with the bases they give off a odor thats kinda wierd and I added fragrance that doesn't seem to help. So I don't know if I buy any more base from them.

My 2 cents on the truth about Religion, Jesus, and the Davinci code



I just finished reading Da Vinci code and after spending two hours  reading all the debates on the web I am more confused then I was at first. The book makes some wild claimes that the Cathloic church and various scholars( mind you some of whom are Christian) debunk all of these facts as myths. That the "secret soiceties" are no more then esentric business men. That there no facts or historical documents  that Mary Magalene was Christ's wife and that they bore children. Even that the regious sects made everything up to gain political power.
Da Vinci was an artist. He painted the world as he viewed and obviously had something against the catholic faith. I believe that there is some truth in what Da vinci and the books author believes(even if it was twisted around to make the book more real and exciting).  Will we ever know why Moni Lisa is smiling?  Is that a woman next to Jesus at the last supper?  There is also truth that the Church villified the pagan religion and made sex the orginal sin. The truth is that we will probally be debating this for 500 more years even if someone brought hard evedince that Jesus Christ didn't actually die at the cross and rose there is equally hard evendence debunking the fact. All of this happened thousands of years ago. There is no way noone can actually know the real truth unless we were there. We just beileve what we believe. I personally would love to know the fact that Jesus was in fact a mortal man who didn't walk on water and had sex with his wife. It would make him more normal and wouldn't change my beliefs at all. Many normal people were made saints so why not Jesus.
I guess what I'm try to say is DAvinci code is a work of fiction so I don't understand why every one making such a big deal.

Work has been crazy with deadlines and for some reason I can't seem to get my self to bed at a decent hour anymore. On top of that my hormones going crazy this week. Seems like I'm on some sort of emotional rollercoster. Especially since my life aint going in the direction I thought it would be going at this point. Trying to decide weither or not I should go back to school and where the money is going to come from. Another loan? *Sigh* I would like to move on with my life but with all the finacial issues can't seem to get it together right now. I try to look at the bright side. I get my paycheck tommrow.

So saturated by watching the news and blabbin about don't really feel like typing about it. Unless u live under a rock u probally feel the same way I do anyway, and know whats going on. First let me say that I happy that Granddaddy made it out of that crap alive. He left the Friday before the storm. Thank goodness. I slept a lil better knowing he's safe. Those stories about bodies being left on the street and  ppl just dying everywhere. And since they finally got everyone out of there I feel better but I'm still pissed that it took so damn long. Its amazing the power of nature. New Orleans so unlike the city I visited 5 years ago and more like some third world country. Bush really made himself look bad. Not just to america but to the rest of the world and he knows it. Got Jesse, Al and the NAACP yellin at him. So he finally moved his azz and got ppl out of that god-forsaken place.
Now Orleans looks like  a waterfilled ghost town. So saturated by watching the news and blabbin about don't really feel like typing about it. Unless u live under a rock u probally feel the same way I do anyway, and know whats going on. I heard that they movin ppl up here. Even if u poor it has to be crazy to leave every you ever known, have what little u own torn away from you and you have to start all over again in some new place you probally never been before. Havin to start all over again from scrath. Please give and try to give some normaicy back to Neworleanians. So many things went wrong here. People were throwing blame but we need to stop yellin at each other and start helpin each other. I'm gonna donate a lil. Wish I could do more.
 

Damn, okay took me a minute but I finally got the hang of this whole bravesite thing. It took me a while but my website is finally up and I can rest till I think of more crap to add.

Dont get me wrong I actually like my job but at times I just wanna scream! But I have really kewl co-workers(all younger then me) who make the day atleast passable. But vendors constantly callin me about the same dam invoice every week and employees who keep wonderin where the hell their shit is. How the hell do I know? Of course I all nice and kewl over the phone. "Yes mama no sir and all that stuff but really I thinkin damn stop callin me I don't know where ur damn expense report went to. You probally lost that shit. If u don't wanna resend it you don't get paid. Damn! Ok. That was my rant for today.
Damn I need some luvin...damn sick of tired of being alone in my bed..maybe thats why I so bitchy today. I was tired to. Wanna start workin out but dont feel as if I have the energy to do so. Should start takin vitamins again. Went to Uno's. Had my usual steak tips not too bad today but I gettin tired of UNos cause we used to go there all the damn time. But the deep dish pizzas are da bomb. Just wasn't in the mood for all that damn bread. Fixed my hair. Daydreamin about my honeymoon on the beach...somewhere. Just not sure where yet. Can't wait .

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